I guess I am supposed to start out with some kind of introduction, but scratch that.
That is what the blah blahing profile is for.

Still not sure if it is a good idea to do a virtual journal, but after losing so many sentimental things…tangible things…..in life and in travels….who needs physical objects.

If I bootleg words from another I will credit them, trust me.
Why?
that fucking love of quoting people, bc these humans amaze me sometimes.
If you recognize something, tell me, don’t be shy.
If you recognize that I didn’t give credit where it was due, tell me, and don’t be freaking shy.

Intertwine politics….adventure……truth…..power……love….voodoo…..destruction and corruption……
i will. developing into something I have considered silly for many reasons among the path, including the fact that we possess this thing called memory. (I am going senile anyways)

But maybe, just maybe I might discover something about myself I did not realize b4.
Even though I believed myself to be past that childish ruffle.

so be advised. i may say things that you might not like or might find offensive, but too bad. i am still “D” and that is who i am.
and i aint changing for nobody…..grrrrr.
i still love ya though, if your lucky.

and you bastards better be spell checking my ass.

Below you will find something I found saved on the computer and I have no idea what it is or where it comes from or if I authored it or not, but it is beautiful and it sounds like me and reverberates like me so it must be who I am and/or me.

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I think we are all living canvases and when I
look at my skin I can see it covered in paint and dripping
over me with meaning and beauty and the
expressfulness that one can almost only achieve
through sacrifice of spirit, ego, mind and body.

I think red is the most beautiful dramatic,
dynamic and romantic color ever. my heart
explodes with lushness, sensuality, and power.
I love contrast, I am full of contrasting qualities. I love the word
juxtaposition. It is my favorite. Moreover, I
also like the word Clairvoyance because I think its
romantic and mystical. my brain wanders and I
ramble in writing a lot.

when people are honest and let themselves flow, I think it’s despicable for another person to say anything critical of it, or be negative. if someone pours
out their heart to me, even if it’s something hurtful, I can only respond to them in
the same…. stripped of bullshit, stripped of judgment and honesty they give me in return.

because it IS hard to bear your soul to anyone, even a trusted person, sometimes I believe honesty is the most wonderful thing you can have.
if someone is honest with me, it makes me respect him or her exponentially more.

I have an attitude. I get snotty about music when
I dislike it. I think it could be better. I think
it could push boundaries we try to push with
chemicals.

I think dancing is the most seductive thing I could do…
I know that when I feel music and it gets me moving I turn
into a sexual predator and I move with primal
blood and I am hot and sweaty, my hair is wild, I feel wild, and the music begins to fill me and control me giving way so that I absolutely surrender to it.
lets face it heavy bass lines are just hot.

I if I think I am being lied to, I close off.
my trust can be fragile.
However, it’s strong otherwise.
but if I feel like I am being mislead or used or
taken advantage…. or if I am being underestimated… I fight.
I fight hard and I do not back down.

I could probably eternally go on randomly, but
That is all for now…

ps…..for those who know how to do html coding, fill me in, bc i havent a clue and i desire to be artistic in my work.

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