hahahaha……

she says i am undisciplined and a scapegrace……

[i modified her words to better suit her supposed self-determined proclamation]

yet from his point-of-view, it appeared he did not want to leave……

that’s my lovely boy…….

ok, i am being an ass…….can i not….just for a moment…..

lol

it is amazing to me how humans can shift mentalities, like changing a blanket, as fast as providing a nascent attitude that seemingly never existed before.

though with her it seems the mentality shifts depending upon (solely) her pecuniary objectives…..
[example, "give me MORE....MORE.....MORE money", proceeded with child support threats that probably would end up promising her less than what i actually do provide]

what was that song…….

“……has a one track mind, it doesnt matter if its yours or mine…..if she wants to get with it and…….” i cannot remember the rest, but anyway…..

I will never claim him as just another perquisite to the privilege of fatherhood, is it too much then to favor the same respect in return?

Sometimes I wonder if she lives within cloud-cuckoo-land?
[dont challenge my choice of words, for that last spout is in the websters dictionary].

In any case, i am done bitching about this topic for a time……at least on lj…..

luv…..the life of all life…..

in other news…
>>>>>>>>>>>>………

self-doubt is one of the most frightening feelings in this world…..
fuck self-doubt and all which that implies….

p.s.
my previous post on the 22nd at 9pm was not directed towards a current aficionado, but more less a reminiscent thought that came to mind and needed to be written down for future examination.