26
Apr

   Posted by:AUDIOMIND


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    hahahaha……

    she says i am undisciplined and a scapegrace……

    [i modified her words to better suit her supposed self-determined proclamation]

    yet from his point-of-view, it appeared he did not want to leave……

    that’s my lovely boy…….

    ok, i am being an ass…….can i not….just for a moment…..

    lol

    it is amazing to me how humans can shift mentalities, like changing a blanket, as fast as providing a nascent attitude that seemingly never existed before.

    though with her it seems the mentality shifts depending upon (solely) her pecuniary objectives…..
    [example, "give me MORE....MORE.....MORE money", proceeded with child support threats that probably would end up promising her less than what i actually do provide]

    what was that song…….

    “……has a one track mind, it doesnt matter if its yours or mine…..if she wants to get with it and…….” i cannot remember the rest, but anyway…..

    I will never claim him as just another perquisite to the privilege of fatherhood, is it too much then to favor the same respect in return?

    Sometimes I wonder if she lives within cloud-cuckoo-land?
    [dont challenge my choice of words, for that last spout is in the websters dictionary].

    In any case, i am done bitching about this topic for a time……at least on lj…..

    luv…..the life of all life…..

    in other news…
    >>>>>>>>>>>>………

    self-doubt is one of the most frightening feelings in this world…..
    fuck self-doubt and all which that implies….

    p.s.
    my previous post on the 22nd at 9pm was not directed towards a current aficionado, but more less a reminiscent thought that came to mind and needed to be written down for future examination.

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     1 

    having to deal with ex’s sumtimes can really suk big hairy ballz. I’m just happy that we have sum beautiful boys to make it worth our while. :)

    *hugz u*

    April 26th, 2004 at 1:05 PM
     2 

    You really should look into getting your support and visitation/custody legally done through the courts, that way it’s at least enforceable and regulated. But then again, it’s also $ for lawyers and a lot of headaches.

    I hate to see you in this situation and it kills me that there’s nothing else I can do for you. I have a phone number for you if you are interested in assistance with legalaid if you decide.

    April 26th, 2004 at 4:02 PM
     3 

    yes, the machine loves more fuel, doesnt it?

    April 26th, 2004 at 4:11 PM
     4 

    Doesn’t it always.

    April 26th, 2004 at 4:22 PM
     5 

    hey now……come back with something more sarcastic…….
    :}
    laughter…….come now……

    April 26th, 2004 at 4:44 PM
     6 

    in NC you don’t need a lawyer for child support….they pretty much have a set formula for it and IMO it screws the fathers, but shit mine deserved it as I was without ANY help for 2+ years. I needed reimbursment nahhh’mean ;)

    April 26th, 2004 at 5:10 PM
     7 

    i dont understand…..

    reimbursment?

    April 26th, 2004 at 7:38 PM
     8 

    yuh im gettin back child support because he was absent for 2+ years and as soon as we split, I got CS court appointed because I knew how irresponsible and untrustworthy he was…especially cuz he was dipping in the drugs, which makes the scenerio worse. For example, this year when he filed his taxes, his refund came right to me ;)

    April 27th, 2004 at 6:17 AM
     9 

    so he has nothing to do with his child?

    i have never quite understood why someone would bring life into this world and then pass it off as something mediocre???

    of course in my case, the only family [i know of] is solely represented in Malaqua’s existence.

    April 27th, 2004 at 10:58 AM
     10 

    no he does now, after he was released from prison. He’s actually a better man and father now, we get along GREAT!

    April 29th, 2004 at 4:57 PM
     11 

    lucky you…..=GREAT!=……..

    rub some of that charm off on me luv….

    d

    April 29th, 2004 at 10:49 PM
     12 

    awww you just have to let go of alot of things hun….take the jabs she tries to give you like a grain of salt…one ear and out the other ;)

    April 30th, 2004 at 1:07 AM
     13 

    but that is exactly what she accuses me of and yells at me fo………well at least during her treacherous moments.

    lol

    life is but a grain of salt…….

    April 30th, 2004 at 7:20 AM

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