hahahaha……

she says i am undisciplined and a scapegrace……

[i modified her words to better suit her supposed self-determined proclamation]

yet from his point-of-view, it appeared he did not want to leave……

that’s my lovely boy…….

ok, i am being an ass…….can i not….just for a moment…..

lol

it is amazing to me how humans can shift mentalities, like changing a blanket, as fast as providing a nascent attitude that seemingly never existed before.

though with her it seems the mentality shifts depending upon (solely) her pecuniary objectives…..
[example, "give me MORE....MORE.....MORE money", proceeded with child support threats that probably would end up promising her less than what i actually do provide]

what was that song…….

“……has a one track mind, it doesnt matter if its yours or mine…..if she wants to get with it and…….” i cannot remember the rest, but anyway…..

I will never claim him as just another perquisite to the privilege of fatherhood, is it too much then to favor the same respect in return?

Sometimes I wonder if she lives within cloud-cuckoo-land?
[dont challenge my choice of words, for that last spout is in the websters dictionary].

In any case, i am done bitching about this topic for a time……at least on lj…..

luv…..the life of all life…..

in other news…
>>>>>>>>>>>>………

self-doubt is one of the most frightening feelings in this world…..
fuck self-doubt and all which that implies….

p.s.
my previous post on the 22nd at 9pm was not directed towards a current aficionado, but more less a reminiscent thought that came to mind and needed to be written down for future examination.

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the roots of creativity…

my environment in which you are able to unleash your creative desires…

a place where we are all alone, together with our obscure thoughts, ideas, and tools…..

transforming the raw into the freshly new, solid and/or fluid representations of you….

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you silly woman…..it is not love i fear, but the trepidation of this reciprocal inner fear, ripened by awe, for the same in return….have you not surmised that by now……if not the least by hypothetical inference? such states of brooding disquietude fill me with quavering moments……slowly passing by…….ever so quickly….the majority most certainly irretrievable in the passage of time……

please admire my smile…….i beg you……

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i want some of you guys to list your fav bands so i can
cop-a-feel……and dont feel the need to keep your list short….

[dont worry about electronic dj's/artists.....i have a mind list of [probably] every single one………trust me]

there might be something i have not discovered yet, so i am curious…..

you get mine after i get yours, bc i am a stingy bitch.

no.

in case you are bored this is the hot shit…..
[sort of like me when i stepped out of the non-air conditioned Mazda today and flung my hair like i was cool....and then tripped]

http://www.hrm.uh.edu/cwcole/bubblewrap/

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for some odd reason i cannot get this forsaken digi to focus correctly sometimes……i sure wish i had my ole trust-e 35 mili [and all its wonderful lenses], so that i could get back “to it” again……

in any case i wanted to share my adorable little luv with u…..eating carrot cake on his b-day just recently……

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