Archive for November, 2004
my ancestors are from the lakota nation…..but this ideal may still hold true for them…..healing…..hopefully….
got some much needed rest [never enuff tho] and feel a little more balanced today…..and i bet even more so tomorrow…..and more so the next day after…..and then the next day……and so on and so forth….
i am sooooooooooooo fuck’n irresponsible/wreckless\careless/selfish\blank-headed/stubborn\unrealistic/apathetic\hypocritical/absent-minded/thoughtless\ignorant and a danger to the general welfare of those i hold most high upon a pedestal.
it’s one thing to formulate choices that have an immediate effect on your immediate environment….without it infecting those people around you……BUT IT IS A WHOLE N’OTHER MATTER WHEN YOUR CHOICES ARE PREPARED AND SERVED WITHOUT REGARD TO THE EFFX AND CONSEQUENCES OF THOSE ACTIONS TO THOSE AROUND YOU……..particularly those that are representative of pure goodness and happiness in your eyez….
i might as well hop back on the grade skool bus and be reedumicated, for methinks i might, still > to this very day, be walking in circles like a caveman drooling from his toothless mouth while scratching his lice infected dread-head……
even in all my supposed intelligence…..meticulous planning & awareness…..and supposed abundance of common sense [not]……..i still seem to manage to commit to fantasy far before accepting the vision of realism…….
perhaps i truly am the asshole everyone portrays me to be……..
i still have so much to learn…….primarily by exercising the notorious method of trial and error, or so it seems…..
dumbass = [d]
“you make everyday embody that amazed and anticipated feeling we all experienced in elementary school when it was pizza day”
bwahahahahaha…….uber cheez…….i invented a man-line……..woot-woot…….
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