as always the forgotten got lost in the wordiness……>>>>>
when one feels they are surrounded by emptiness, by shallow spirits, that methodical mentality has a tendency to gradually creep upon your own subconscious without you even noticing.
sometimes it takes a jolt of lightning, illuminance, which instantaneously reconfigures that certain web of nerves centralized in that soft mass of gray matter, finally becoming witness to the error of our ways and wake up.