hahahaha……<\/p>\n
she says i am undisciplined and a scapegrace……<\/p>\n
[i modified her words to better suit her supposed self-determined proclamation]<\/p>\n
yet from his point-of-view, it appeared he did not want to leave……<\/p>\n
that’s my lovely boy…….<\/p>\n
ok, i am being an ass…….can i not….just for a moment…..<\/p>\n
lol<\/p>\n
it is amazing to me how humans can shift mentalities, like changing a blanket, as fast as providing a nascent attitude that seemingly never existed before.<\/p>\n
though with her it seems the mentality shifts depending upon (solely) her pecuniary objectives…..
\n[example, “give me MORE….MORE…..MORE money”, proceeded with child support threats that probably would end up promising her less than what i actually do provide]<\/p>\n
what was that song…….<\/p>\n
“……has a one track mind, it doesnt matter if its yours or mine…..if she wants to get with it and…….” i cannot remember the rest, but anyway…..<\/p>\n
I will never claim him as just another perquisite to the privilege of fatherhood, is it too much then to favor the same respect in return?<\/p>\n
Sometimes I wonder if she lives within cloud-cuckoo-land?
\n[dont challenge my choice of words, for that last spout is in the websters dictionary].<\/p>\n
In any case, i am done bitching about this topic for a time……at least on lj…..<\/p>\n
luv…..the life of all life…..<\/p>\n
in other news…
\n>>>>>>>>>>>>………<\/p>\n
self-doubt is one of the most frightening feelings in this world…..
\nfuck self-doubt and all which that implies….<\/p>\n
p.s.
\nmy previous post on the 22nd at 9pm was not directed towards a current aficionado, but more less a reminiscent thought that came to mind and needed to be written down for future examination.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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