I TRULY NEED TO OBTAIN ANOTHER LINE OF WORK…..another path…….another mode of reasoning and justification for the continuing stale-mate.

…..even better would to once-and-for-all [how long have I been saying this?] become a master at ‘something’ [and not just a jack-of-all-trades] or at least find the direction of a half-baker’d career, that which I still haven’t accomplished…..even after 14 years of continuously working.

Does this mean I’m a loser of sorts……perhaps according to financial standards……just as we happen to take notice that I am perhaps the most wary [weary?] digress[ant] of all jedi masters…..??